how you wake up everyday says a lot about you and your life…
there are times that waking up seems like the worst idea ever… why? because you have to face the world, the reality that at the time may not be as cosy and safe as your bed…
there was one day, a while ago, when I woke up and everything around me was very different, was totally opposite to what waking up had been just the morning before! Slowly it started to sink in that I would never wake up in the same way I had for so long… my reality had changed!
since then waking up became a series of stages - in the beginning it was my challenge, the challenge that I had to get out of bed and get on with it, create my reality again, put my feet on the ground… soon it became a routine, normality… there were times that waking up was part of excitement as life starts to brighten up and the world is a little bit better, a little bit warmer, the difference in temperature between bed and outside of it is not frightening as it used to be! a few days ago waking up took me back to that same day when I looked around and everything had changed… and I was glad and relieved! I was glad that I was waking up to something that was also new and unknown but something that felt so right… if it is right or not I don’t know and I suppose it does not really matter now, it just made all the other awakenings worth it!